Well, it has now been 3 years since I found out my cancer was in remission. THANK YOU GOD!! It feels like just yesterday Scott and I were sitting in the surgeon's office hearing that terrible dreaded word- CANCER. It hit like a ton of bricks. I immediately thought I was going to die. My sweet little babies(Hannah-3 & Hadley-1) were going to grow up with-out me. I would miss their first day of kindergarten. I wouldn't be around to help them with homework, to wipe their tears when they fell down or if someone made fun of them at school, give advice on friends, meet their first boyfriend, see them all dressed up for prom, help plan their wedding, and on and on......
And my sweet baby Hope, who was never supposed to be. I was told the chemo would make me infertile. Against all odds I got pregnant- ACCIDENTLY! She is my miracle girl in more ways than one. She is my hero. She is a fighter! Enduring her broken heart. I am so thankful that her heart has been repaired and I pray that it will hold out. I do not want her to suffer any more pain or any more surgeries.
Thank you God for allowing me to beat this thing. I hope to be around for a long long time! To watch the girls grow, to be there for all their firsts. They are my life, my precious angels- they are what I live for..... to make sure they grow up to be strong, happy and healthy young women!
Hope for a cure!! And in honor of breast cancer awareness month.....Save the tata's!